Song to listen to:
“Look After You,” by Aron Wrightp
I can’t wait until I laugh so hard that salty tears form and stream down my face.
I can’t wait until I can smile ear to ear until the muscles in my cheeks cramp.
I can’t wait to feel a happiness that overwhelms my daily functions.
I can’t wait until love comes first and that we come first before the chaos of life.
I can’t wait to feel a love so penetrating that it causes my heart to cave every-single-time I see the love of my life.
I can’t wait to shed happy tears because happiness is the dominant feeling felt between us.
I can’t wait for the moment where he looks at me and fights back blinking, in fear that I might disappear.
I can’t wait to be held in his arms, where I feel really loved beyond imagination.
I can’t wait to be kissed and to feel the ethereal fibers bonding together.
I can’t wait to hug and feel what it feels like to be hugged back.
I can’t wait to be looked at as though I exist in the midst of life’s distractions.
I can’t wait to feel as though there is hope in my shattered pieces that have mended together by my own bare hands.
I can’t wait to lay with the love of my life and feel safe for the first time in my existence.
I can’t wait to feel free in a caged world…
I can’t until he sees me as equal to him and we water each other’s growth.
I can’t wait to say “I love you” and have it feel real in my internal core.
I can’t wait until the day where suffering doesn’t exist in his presence and that I will feel safe and protected.
I can’t wait until the day where he wants to heal my wounds and not inflict more pain.
I can’t wait to feel such a love that would never die and only flourish with age.
I can’t wait until I fall into the arms of love and rise within it.
I can’t wait to see him smile and know it’s because I make him happy.
I can’t wait until I leave this earth knowing I was loved beyond logical comprehension.
I can’t until the day when I become his ecstasy and cause surges of euphoria throughout his body.
I can’t wait until the day when his touch sends energetic sparks throughout my body and resuscitates my heart.
I can’t wait until my weirdness is his weirdness, and we can be weird together.
I can’t wait until the day where I’m not lured in because of beauty, but rather because I’m really loved.
I can’t wait until I can inhale the euphoria of sheer bliss when eloped in the presence of him.
I can’t wait until love isn’t an ultimatum, but rather a choice he is adamant keeping a priority.
I can’t wait until the day I can watch the sun rise and set on the horizon of the ocean with my love by my side.
I can’t wait until a timeless day with him, because he’d do anything to spend it with me.
I can’t wait until I’m the one for him, that he finds everything he’s been looking for- in me.
I can’t wait until the day where I’m no longer kept waiting for him to enter my life and that he finds that I’ve also kept him waiting…
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